Okay, first I'm totally pissed off with my computer right now. I can just pick it up and smash it to pieces right now! grrrr.... Last week, there was some problem and my sister fixed it. But then this week, another problem!!! Windows won't create cookies file for website that I visited, and I totallly don't kno why. I try every ways that I can think of or came across from sources in internet. Nothing helps, then after reboot, reset, uninstall, reinstall, change Window ME to Windoe XP and back to Window ME. It's working now, but I'm pretty sure it won't last. I'll format the whole computer next week. Hope that will be the last time!! ~(=_=)~
To take my mind of thing, I'll do this not-so-little survey *lol* I took this from Lacking Substance.
First job: If you mean real job with income, I have none. But I did have several job that need to be done.
First screen name: luminous19855
First funeral: not sure... but the one I can remember was my grandma.
First pet: goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: ear pierce
First credit card: visa
First Kiss: urr... sorry none.
First one that mattered: depend on the meaning of the word 'matter'. Myself, my sister, my parents, my relatives, my friends?
First love: ur...gr..."love"? not sure about love but plenty of infatuation.
First enemy: oh easy, myself.
First big trip: Japan, but can't remember most of it.
First concert: Aucifer (Lucifer) live in Bangkok.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: *lol* won't even go there *lol*
Last car ride: tonight, went out to dinner with my family.
Last library book checked out: 'Pao Li Tu Kong An - Pao Bun Jin' Chinese lit.
Last movie watched: from cable okay? "Traning Day"
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: I'm such a bad bad girl, but it's waffle sundae. what??? that's desert? Oh well, then it would be kara-men (Japanese noodles dish)
Last phone call: lcall my sister *lol* just to let her know that the installation is complete.
Last time showered: 4 hours ago.
Last CD played: Queer as Folk soundtrack.
Last annoyance: my bloody computer
Last soda drank: pepsi
Last ice cream eaten: ^__^ vanilla from waffle sundae
Last time scolded: ... can't remember but probably from one of my folks.
Last shirt worn: tan sleevless shirt
Last website visited: Hal's Lair.
Sex: sexual preferance or what????
Siblings: one older sister
Hair colour: black
Eye colour: black
Shoe size: don't know *lol* really, I don't know.
Height: 5'4" - 5'5"
RIGHT NOW, WHAT ARE YOU
1) Wearing: kinda disturbing , but yeah my 'pink' silk PJ. =_=''
2) Drinking: none
3) Thinking about: "RIght now I'm thinking about..."
4) Listening to: "Cherry" Spitz
-W I T H .T H E. P R E F E R R E D. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile, I love those who have nice smile. Lovely.
[last person you slow danced with?]: I don't go to dance, and I don't like to dance. So that would be back in my prom day, with a guy friend of mine, Oldo. He's totall hottie thought, from what people told me *lol*
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: none...um... or...maybe... Hal?? *lol* just kidding! I love him dearly but don't think it's a crush.
[easiest to talk to]: my friends, or anyone who's really willing to talk to me.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: quite disturbing, but yes. Those days are over though, thanks God.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: lady from agency about meeting up with a guy from CSU
[hugged]: a friend in school, Mo. But if you count internet-hug, that would be DOT! *hugs*
[you instant messaged]: this morning, DOT (Delicious on Toast) from the Lair. ^__^ Totally nice lady, I love you DOT!
[you laughed with]: LOLOLOL, DOT!!!! *still laughing when I think about it*
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: hell, no! O__O
[what's your favorite food?]: noodles
[what's your favorite fruit?]: Chinese pear
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional pain, of couse. I don't mind physical pain much, it'll heal in times. But emotional pain stay with you forever.
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: umm....
[of hearts I have broken?]: *lol* that would mean anyone fell in love with me?? *lmao* you've got to be kidding me, right?
[of boys I have kissed?]: none
[of girls I have kissed?]: does kiss on the cheek count?
[of drugs taken illegally?]: no way! None and intend to stay that way, thank you.
[of tight friends?]: 2...3...4...5...6...7...umm....
[of cd's that I own?]: a lots and I won't even bother to count them.
[of scars on my body?]: *sigh* more than I'll ever want. And it's not even my fault...*sigh*
[of things in my past that I regret?]: 1
[I know]: that I should stop beating myself up with something stupid and about my insecurity.
[I want]: to see The Hal Sparks Band!
[I have]: things to do, and I can't decide where to start.
[I wish]: that I can find what my dream is.
[I hate]: people who judge others....especially when they judge others based on themself. People who can't accept people for whom they are. People who won't even try to talk to others. People who treat others differently because they didn't pass they expectation.
[I miss]: Kaze. (my host-sister)
[I fear]: that my life would be worthless.
[I love]: the Lair, people in the Lair, my family, my friends, and people who're proud of themself.
[I ache]: ???? I ache for love?
[I care]: about others people thought
[I always]: daydream!? *lol*
[I dance]: whenever I feel like it, which is rare.
[I cry]: when I feel down, sad, or truly hurted.
[I do not always]: give a good advice eventhough I tried to.
[I write]: I used to write comics and poem, but not any more.
[I confuse]: myself and others *lol*
[I can usually be found]: in the Lair *wink*
[I need]: computer with no bug.... yeah, I know impossible.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: wha??? no!
[favorite place to be kissed?]: *walk away*
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: *lol* I had been caught watching QAF by my mom, luckily she have no idea what I was watching. And I'm glad that she didn't, it was B/J scene +_+''
[wuss]: huh??? what???
[druggie]: thank God, NO!
[gang member]: can I call the Lair a gang? ^__^ At least in Teen scene?
[daydreamer]: YES, I'm a Pieces, remember?
[freak]: *lol* I think so.
[brat]: sometime ~(^_^)~
[goody-goody]: *lol* maybe yes, maybe no.
[angel]: rarely, I guess. Ask somebody else.
[devil]: oh, yeah baby!
[friend]: I try my hardest to be.
[shy]: sadly but yes, when I shouldn't.
[talkative]: yep, maybe too much for my own good.
[adventurous]: I think so, considering my adventure...yeah, definitely.
[intelligent]: I got 120 from an IQ test, but that can't really answer anything.
[your best feature (personality)]: from what I read about my personality from various test, I like 'caring' the most.
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I can't keep my mouth shut. Someone should tell me to 'shut the f*ck up' sometime, please?
[most annoying thing you do]: my insecurity self
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: consider that it's only Feb going on March...umm... yeah, I can't keep my mouth and my temper. Bad bad me! Geez, what if I take this test on December 31??? This would be a darn hard question.
[describe your personality in one word]: weird.
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: my hair... don't know why my friend tend to love my 'black' hair so much?
[person you regret sleeping with]: a friend of mine when we went to camp, she kick in her sleep....what?? OH!! Sleep!!! *lol* oh you meant THAT??? *walk away*
[a smell that makes you smile]: roses
[a country you'd like to visit]: I want to live in USA, but I want to visit German, Japan, Greece, Eypht (spelling? this is one word that I just can't remember how to spell)
[a drink you order most often]: milk ice tea
[a delicious desert]: I don't like sweet
[a book you highly recommend]: 'A Return to Love" by Marianne Williamson
[your favorite band]: X Japan and The Hal Sparks Band
[a film you could watch over and over]: Little Women, I know I know, shut up! I love this movie, you have problem with that???... good!
[a TV show you watch regularly]: QAF??? *lol* But I watch it on VCD though
[you live in a]: discriminate world
[your transportation]: car (parent's)
[your cologne or perfume]: none
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: hide??? I hide nothing... well... maybe those comics? ^_^''' shhhhh!!!!
That's LOOONNGG!!!! *phew* Okay, so now you know a bit about myself *lol*
Let see, I'm enjoying my DVDs, which are I love the 70s, 80s, 80s Strikeback, and QAF season 1-3 ^___^ I got them last week, and I just can't wait till I finished this semester so I can just sit down and watch them without worry about my test.
I'm waiting for Blues
to send me some information about her research about enneagram. I want to learn more on what 'four' is like.
um... nothing else I think. ~(^_^)~ Till next time!